tempat anak angin bertiup…

precaution : this post is made when i am -soberly admit as- judgemental and lil bit shallow minded :p seorang teman, cowok, tau2 sms kemarin malam.

"gue tadi ngelamar mantan gue, tapi dia bilang dia bingung

coz dia lagi deket dan sayang sama cowok lain.

mereka ketemu beberapa hari setelah kita putus.

gue heran kok dia bisa secepat itu ya sayang sama cowok lain?"

pertanyaan : apakah yang salah dari keheranan teman gue itu?

hint : mereka putus karena teman gue selingkuh.

mas…, mas… mbok ya’o..

hmm, apakah adalah hal yang dapat dimaklumi kalau cowok itu selingkuh? dengan segala ‘pembenaran’ yang menyatakan “namanya juga cowok”, “kucing mana ada yang nolak kalo dikasih ikan asin” dll dsb dst kayaknya makin ‘membolehkan’ seseorang menjadi lebih permisif. don’t get me wrong, i know some girls that do cheating from her partners too, but since I hang out with boys for most of my times, i find my stories from their side.

more than 50% boys that I know, cheat from his ‘official’ partner. with various reasons. at first i think that it’s only happening to the 20-something-i’m-in-a-quarter-life-crisis-and-don’t-blame-me- for-cheating-coz-it’s-my-hormones people, but also on the older (and younger) age.

that’s exactly why i don’t believe boys, or men, whatever.. I love to be friends with them, but to be in a relationship with any of them is a way different thing. the smart boys are cheating, the rich boys always trying to find someone better, and most guys just don’t want any commitment.

my recent ‘love’ (if it’s decent enough to be called as love, anyway) life isn’t an ideal one either. but hey, i’m willing to take risks of my own choice, but bearing a pain that’s caused by another person without knowing what my fault was, well that, i can’t handle anymore. sick of it all. still.

*sigh..* wonder when i can find someone to take home to.. guess it’s still a long winding -and not to mention – rocky road for me.. but God knows the best, i believe

waiting for mr right.. (i guess he’s not a myth.. isn’t he?)

*image taken from The Bitter Stickgal. I really love her drawings